I have a serious problem, and it's really getting on my nerves.
My husband and I got married 2 months ago . We have been dating for 5 years and we were both virgins. We both value virginity and we decided not to have sex before marriage.
On our first night together, he couldn't penetrate me at all. I was terrified and I think that's why I wasn't comfortable. We tried the next day, and it hurt like hell. Only the tip of the head could get inside but it was really painful.
I started to get frustrated with time and nervous too, and so we didn't try to have sex for weeks. He didn't want to hurt me and I was too scared to face another failure.
The pain and fear made me run away from sex and find excuses. My husband suggested I should try stretching the entrance of the vagina with my fingers... When I did, the pain was unbearable, but it went away with time and now I can do that without pain at all.
However, this month, I decided to overcome my fear... desire came back and I felt like having sex again. We tried again and now the head goes in completely. There still is some pain but I'm kind of used to it now. I even got orgasms on the several times we tried. ( eventhough only the head managed to get inside ).
My questions are, is it normal that his joystick doesn't penetrate me fully? Is it like the entrance of my vagina needs some stretching ( and does this stretching occur after we try so many times? )
I'm desperate and don't know with whom I could share this problem.
I'm waiting for your answers
READ: THE GODS BLESS EVERY LADY THAT HAS GIVEN ME A TASTE OF THEIR P**SY