You Call it Incest, I Call It Love

 By BellaNaija

I am 26 years old. I have a big problem. I watch a lot of pornography. Ever since my parents bought me my first smartphone, I have been a regular visitor at P0r.n hub. In the categories, there is one called Step Fantasy.  It is about people who are related having sx. I have been obsessed with that for a while, but now I think it may have set me up for failure.  I have always believed that porn is not that terrible. It is just a movie and it cannot affect real life, but now I think I am in love with my sister.

She is just two years older than me, and I am squatting with her in her one-bedroom apartment. She always walks around n3ked because she believes since we are related, it will have no effect on me, but I now fantasize about her. She is not even endowed or anything, but she is all I want.

I have a girlfriend who services me very regularly, but every time we are together now, I have to imagine my sister before I can do anything. At night, when I am at home with her, I always dream about her and it takes the mercy of God not to force myself on her because she sleeps nkked. 

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One time she teased me and even pulled my privates. I don’t know if this is a sign. I am too embarrassed about this, and I don’t know if should tell her. What if she is also interested. Or am I just possessed by the devil?

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