I am hopelessly in love with A married man

I have fallen in love with a married man. I am hopelessly in love with this man. We met last year at an event. We clicked and I fell in love. We have been using condom since but now I ask him to go in raw. I want to have his baby. Joro I don't know what is wrong with me.

I am not those girls sleeping with married men for money. My parents have money, I have a nice paying job. He doesn't give me money and I don't ask. It's just the sex and our conversations. This is my first time. I look at his wife pictures and I saw look at this ugly bitxh.

My parents can't know they will curse me Joro. What is wrong with me? We are meant to see this week. I have shaved and waxed my legs ready. He loves all my body parts. No where is off limits.

No where. If he says he is no longer doing I will beg and cry. I haven't been able to pray since last year. I am In love. It's true love.

I want to have a part of him with me if we don't last.