I slept with 8 married men this year.

I slept with 8 married men this year. I feel so horrible. I hope I change next year. I prayed for change last year. Am sorry. I tell God and I pray. I just want to say something.

Because I was feeling depressed and suicidal. Married men are in form of helper from God. This year no job and am unemployed. It's this men who made my year okay.

I really want to stop. For some reason I think married men help us singles . Last year I slept with 3. This year 5 of them where unhappy and crying. I feel horrible.

Have been thinking about my life. Also, married women who curse us singles. Curse ur husband to. A lot of married men were once in relationships with married men.

I pray I Change next year. God help me. But married women can do better.