I feel disgusted with myself. F**king married women. The deeper the relationship

Hello Joro, I really love your platform and that's why i deemed it fit to share my problem here. Please keep me anonymous..

To go straight to the point, my problem is that my s*xu*l drive and satisfaction is dependent on f.cki*g married women and girls in relationships. The deeper the girl is in a relationship the greater the pleasure.
I know this is a problem because as soon as I cum I come to my senses and sometimes I feel disgusted with myself.

I want to know why I'm like this, believe me when I say I don't get any satisfaction from fucking a single girl. I'm sick and I need help.

No man who climb me can last 3 minutes. I'm too sweet