I feel like a sperm donor.. how do I compete with robot battery ?

I feel like a sperm donor. Hello joro. More shoe. I'm a fan here in UK. My wife has 5 different types of dildos. I was lenient before now. She is an addict. She will be waiting for me to go out so she can masturbate.

I know it. She will play usher, drink wine then masturbate. When she's ovulating she will climb on top of me. I feel used like a sperm donor. I feel used. I have spoken to her but she's an addict. She has different dildo. How do I compete with a battery robot joro?

Do I have the right to cheat? I feel used. When I try to blow her mind on bed. She will not even move. Only she wants is head. How do I benefit from head ? I don't cum. What can I do to get a normal marriage relationship out of her ?