Hi Bro joro. I want to divorce my wife. Not because I don't love her but I'm sad I hurt her beyond what anyone should bare. Her mother has aborted for me once. This sex and this woman is above me. I've thought of the worst things to do to my self.
I thought of medically killing the cells in my penis so I won't hurt my wife anymore. My life is pieces. I sent you a mail sometimes in 2015. I had an affair with My wife's mother. We have been carrying on an affair since then. God will judge me one day.
I am ready for my judgement. I love my wife's mother. I didn't mean to but I do. I want to type a lot but this is all for now. I'm sitting here regretting. I betray my wife everyday. Every single day.
I can't stop. I fast and pray but on the last day of my fast I suck her mom for hours on end. I am her slave and she mine. We Google all sex positions and toys. I cry during sex with my wife because my heart and soul are not with her.
She's a God to my children, an Amazon, my queen but I wound her daily. God help me