I give him money for upkeep. He had an interview yesterday and I fasted so he won't get the job

Good morning Joro. I feel really bad. Ever since my bf has been unemployed. He has been faithful and loyal to me. He calls me and even sings on the phone.

I have been praying to God that he doesn't get employment. God has answered my prayers. He has been unemployed for 8 months. I give him money for upkeep. He had an interview yesterday and I fasted so he won't get the job.
When he got back I quickly went to his mail to delete all the mails from the employer. I need him to love me like this. I don't mind him not working forever I will take care of him.

I really love him. I pray he doesn't get any employment this year. Insha Allah. And my Jesus formighty name. Amen Joro he will change once employed

 I go to bed hQrny every night and I have to watch pQrn and help myself out